There are times when you left me speechless

BORING SUNDAY !
:(

I saw a draft post, its all about you. Its all about memories.
Actually i'm not sad already~ ^.^

This is written on july 11 ,

For these few months. I really enjoyed be with you, but happiness doesn't last at all. I had my mistakes so do you have. For the last week, it seems that you took our relationship too easy already. Have you wonder how i felt at that time? Have you wonder how many tears i shed? For those small things we can't agree on. All you could say is Dont together, break up. Have you wonder how strong am i? I tried to change, cant you feel? Writing my feelings on facebook is my wrong i know, but i really don't know where to rant my feeling on. My last place to rant on is my blog, because no one reads my blog nowdays. The feeling is so terrible. It is so terrible to see how you treat a girl better then me, Sometimes in the night, sleeping soundly. Out of sudden, i wokeup hoping just to see your msg. But, disappointed. I know we cant meet everyday, so i just wish you just to spent a little time on me each day. Day by day, i bet your feeling fade. I though i will be strong to let you go, but i'm wrong. Heartache is all i can feel. Why can't we talk nicely like the past? You are a nice bf, a really wonderful one. But again ,you are leaving me all alone behind and you got a better girl. I miss those lil times we had together. A wonder bf i used to have in the past, sorry for those promises that i made but i didn't did it. I hope you understand.

Hahahhaha, actually i was shocked when i saw this paragraph lor! I was like " Eh, wtf???? When did i wrote this...... Then i check the date jiu oh cheyy!! "